special dosn't even descible you :)can't belive its your birthday soon and wulda been 17,drivin lessons,after drivin the jeep in the field with kellz me amanda and sooze don't think i'd get back in a car with you haha.so many people and things have changed since youv gone,nothings the same anymore.its made me realise a few things and learn to apretiate things alot more. miss you more and more each day your not here feels like your just goin to walk in the front door and shout "hey guys" as you use to do, little rubber nut :) love you millions mabel xxx